I. must. let. go.

Oh well, talked to theodore last night. Realised issues i never figured out. Found out that i held baggages inside me. Like things of the past. resentment. animosity.I really need to surrender. not just saying it, but doing it.

Because the limelight should never be on me. It should always be on God. I am but a vapour in the wind. Who am I that Jesus died for me? I shouldn't let my hatred or anger get the better of me. Against anyone or anything.

Give me some time, friends. God is moulding me and it hurts. But I will come out stronger and more refined. I just don't happen to talk as often to more people and tend to keep more to myself but yeah, I'll be fine soon enough.

2010: year of humility. I will never ever forget.


Smile at me :)