effing piece of shit, i feel very lousy sucky and shit right now.

I got U for econs. zzzz


k bye

Sorry guys. once again, I've been too busy to blog. This has never been a natural occurrence in my life until i've come to JC. Life...sigh...oh well

and zzz irresponsible people abound...OK let's not talk about it.

And I need to promote damn badly so that i can really go to the OCIP trip. I shall work hard.

Cya then guys

Tired. Freaking tired. I have no time to explain why, 3 more questions to go before i complete the GP thingy, few hours before 12.30 World Cup, some time to file up my GP PW stuff, assuming that i am going to school tomorrow, and less than 70 days to promos.

I believe God will bring us through anyways.

It's been a long while, my little friends :) Been busy with blocks and I know I've screwed math up again. At this rate the reality of retaining is really real man. Awwwuchhhh. I really don't want this to happen but we'll see what is God's plan. It's not that I didn't study anyway, i put in the most effort for math and i heard that YJC math got standard one. It is really depressive,however. It makes me sad to even talk about it.


Anyways, time to learn how to trust. learn how to trust in God at least, even if i don't trust the world.

Repaired my guitar. saving up for the DSLR. My soon to be reality :) I hope. So long friends.

Love you all.

My mum has this recent habit of calling me voon peng shan. Is it me or that I've become more lepak...

Yup left with math. Currently not doing anything after geog but have to chiong tomorrow. So I see ya around then, the little people who read this thing :)

You know something? We worry too much. As kids we worry that our parents will abandon us. As students we worry that we won't do well. As friends we worry that our friends will backstab us. As workers we worry that we don't get our pay. As adults we worry that we won't have enough money to pay the bill. As a youth we worry that our love interest won't reciprocate the admiration or love. As parents we worry that we cannot provide for the kids or do enough for them. As old people we worry that we will be a burden to our children, and worry that they will abandon us. When will we stop worrying?

I guess never. Until we allow Christ to take over.

I am dead. I haven't finished the math questionbank, i only completed plate tect. and econs i only read through. Die. Lit also. Hmm i don't know.

Every night i hear dogs howling outside my room, cats meowing to each other ,babies crying from different places, juveniles talking, blah. I can't sleep. I slept at 5am yesterday. I don't know why.

Chill, I am not emo. I am just stating facts as they are. I can't sleep.

I am tired. I've been mugging this week . I need God's strength to sustain through this weekend as well. God help me.

Amen. May God grant me good results for blocks :x

God is releasing chains of darkness in my life.

One by one.

one. by. one.


While i've come to this point of reflection and emotional sentimentality, I have to be focused. I have to be dependent. I have to ignore my self-consciousness.

I am responsible for my life even though it's not mine anymore.

And well, yesterday i was still dwelling in some problems that happened at home that made me troubled. Let's just say that I didn't feel quite good about the happenings, nor do i want to talk about it.

Conviction will only bring you so far. Faith will fuel your spiritual conviction. God will pave the way. You will decide whether you want to carry on walking or not.